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1) Bad Service 2) Unnecessary Bitching

2012-01-18T17:50:00.005+08:00

Now that my original ranting venue has been taken over by possibly more stalkers than this blog has, I am back here to post about unreasonable, bitchy opinions of yours truly.

So what sparked off this post? Lets keep this just 2 things aights.

1) Bad service

Singapore has possibly the worst people in the service sector; worst service. They say we are looking towards getting more tourists into our country but is our service sector ready for it? Definitely not. Yes I am always complaining every other day on the bad service I receive but I shall delve straight into what happened today which sparked off my incessant ranting here. Apparently my tyre was busted so I had to drive all the way down to the other end of Singapore to get a replacement. Yes sparky is that hardcore, his tyres cannot be found anywhere else in Singapore. Mummy called the guy prior to the visit and he did not return her call. Anyway. I was a bitch. Seriously service is so bad that there is only 2 things for you to do if you want things done; you either flirt or you throw a bitch-fit of which I naturally chose the second. This is despite my fever and sorethroat so yes being sick does not make me any less a serviceman's worst nightmare. First thing I got when I stepped in was the service of a china woman. HA. "Plea ride your ka naber, nay and contad naber and take a seed" WTF? I glared at her for 3 seconds, took the pen and went "Ok, caR nuMber, NAME and CONTACT nuMber. HA" She got instantly pissed off and insisted that the other male receptionist serve me claiming "wo bu zhi dao ta yao shen meh" fuck lah china woman seriously. Dont understand your customers then go back to china can? Im sorry that we speak English here. Also I REALLY hate it when people tell you to "take a seat and wait" without specifying what the hell exactly you're waiting for, for how long and what is the next step to be taken. Anyway the guy managed to get the serviceman to entertainment first (before a couple of others; see screaming works) and the guy told me to wait and I had to shout "All I need to know is if my tyre is in stock? I called and you did not check before I arrived. And it has happened before that when I came down the tyre wasnt in stock. Tell me NOW if you even have the tyre before asking me to wait for hours before you realise that actually you cant do anything because you dont even have the tyre" Makes sense right?! Thank god he got back to me within 10mins on the status and yes I got my tyre after 3 hours or so. Unfortunately. Cause the waiting time made me go shopping =[ And spend 300bux on lingerie. Died. Haha. Anyway ok shant go on but yah point I wanted to state was the lack of intelligence these people have. (speaking of which china woman, I SAW/HEARD you bitching about me sheesh Im actually bilingual mind you) It is so important that these people in the service sector are able to adapt to situations and address them in the most optimal manner. When I come at your screaming about my dissatisfaction, I do need your continuous apology, I need you to DO SOMETHING to FIX IT. Sheesh. Enough said Im sure many share my sentiments.

2)Unnecessary Bitching

I have recently in my life met up with a couple of people who love bitching about me behind my back and "subtle-ly" making sure I somehow find out about it. Recently a tweet stalker read my posts; ie half a conversation, assumed things and started with the namecalling. And guess what? It isnt the first time these girls are doing it. Seriously?! Funny thing is, at the end of the day, when I have an extra Meet and Greet pass, you definitely wont be on my list of options. Whats the point? We've been through this before and when you talked it out with me nicely things went fine. Now you're back to bitching about me, after I actually did a rather decent thing. I mean I guess I could understand when you're a 12 year old who is seeking attention but a 20+ stooping to such level? Cant you just talk it out like matured adults? Another great example, slutface. Yes whatever I accuse you of, it indeed true. I may have given a rather one-sided bad perspective on your actions but at the end of the day, they are indeed YOUR actions and people are entitled to their views. Storytelling: a man sacrifices his dreams for the sake of his family. Yes a majority might go "aww poor man, so magnanimous, cry cry cry" but someone could go "ah thats pathetic, seriously at the end of the day your own happiness is most important" Ok point being. Those were my views, and to make things worst you ASSUMED that everytime I bitched about an unnamed girl, it was definitely you, guilty-much? And yes I guess nobody can forget the blog post slutface painstakingly took 7 hours to complete, with screencaptures, downloaded pix of me, everything. Touched. But yes she was obviously seeking attention, and somehow assuming/hoping that I am as stalker-ish as her and I take the time off to read her blog written in fantastic english *cough is the I is the ehem and the die is cough die I is cough* So yes. GROW UP. If you're not happy confront me about it.

Alright enough ranting I feel my fever going up =[ Hungry and sleepy =[

On a sidenote, I am trying to recall if I ever had a bad dream I wished did not happen but it really did or did not fortunately. Cause recently I had a bad bad dream and Im praying to god it doesnt happen =[ CRIES.

Ok SS4 good tickets please come to me.

Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

Bye Bye 2011

2011-12-31T09:43:00.003+08:00

Yes and this is the traditional end of the year post where I reflect back on the happenings of 2011 and look forward to what should/is going to happen in the next year of 2012.

I guess 2011 has been a year of ups and downs but I think I would classify this year as the year of COMEBACKS. *pictures a short video clip from Music Bank Comeback stage* haha Ok and I must confess that Ive spent a lot this year BUT it is also the year I earned the most (internship money) so I guess it all evens out...I hope.

Alright lets have a rundown of significant events of 2011 =] In chronological order

1) SUPER SHOW 3 SINGAPORE

After loving them for 5years FINALLY I get to see them in concert =] Right here on our shores =] I was in the moshpit and yes the wait was horrible and I yes I so did not enjoy myself as much as I could due to height disadvantage. But yes the boys were soooo gorgeous in person up-close in the flesh.

2) First Year Anniversary

Nothing much was done cause I think it was supposed to be the day before but I was busy with ehem ehem the above till erm night ;-) Sweet surprise came in the form of a bouquet sent to my house. Significant cause this is the first time I actually celebrated an "anniversary" never had this funny habit of marking such a date.

3) Internship Interviews

Basically went for 2 banks; Credit Suisse and UBS. We all know the positive outcome =] UBS was an intensive one but Im glad I got chosen

4) Super Show 3 Malaysia

Yes second time. BUT the song list varied in the solo segment, Hyukkie's DOWN! It even had Perfection from Super Junior M so NO REGRETS. Duh. Shindong's laughing at me, running away from Heechul, MK getting Siwon's attention, MK touching Kyuhyun, Sungmin's super excited greeting, and last but not least, my moment with Donghae which sparked off our love-hate relationship.

5) Break-Up

2 words. GOOD RIDDANCE. haha. I thought it was love, so I could tolerate his low-life status but at the end of the day the differences just couldnt be worked out. And yes like the low-life bastard that he was he punched me when I attempted to be a matured adult to talk things through. The best thing that could happen is if he ends up with slutface. They deserve each other. Truly. And they will live the rest of their live in misery haha, both no money but spend a lot. Haha. No life couple. Im happy I got rid of a burden, no tears shed (yes even with the major hard punch) only wished it was settled in a mature manner but yah I overestimated his brain capacity and level of maturity. But once again, GOOD RIDDANCE

6) Michelle's Birthday

Bestie's birthday of course important. I baked cake for her =] 15 years and counting. Love ya.

7) Train Trip to Kluang

My first and last time taking the train through Singapore to Malaysia. Great time with great company, SC Clique (plus mummy and michelle's mummy =] )

8) My Own 22nd Birthday

It was celebrated 3 times.

i) Batam Trip with Family

With family and Paige <3 Thanks for the surprise birthday cake

ii) Surprise Lunch with UBS Interns

Seriously it was a super sweet surprise planned by Koko =]

iii) Super Junior Birthday with SC Clique

9) Internship at UBS

I learnt soooo much. And the people were extremely nice. Thank you so much for the opportunity.

10) Going Back to Cheerleading

Just for a short while but at least now Im never gonna regret my decision to quit. Definitely DAMN PISSED at lowlife bastard for delaying this opportunity. If I did this at my peak...its ok Im glad I tried but its too late, physically and psychologically not ready but mainly because its final year...FYP was crazy. Thanks Ochi and Wildcards nonetheless for the opportunity and continuous encouragement

11) Meeting My Dear Boyfriend Rory

Thank you Alfred <3 hehe. Seriously possibly the best thing that happened to me. I kind of just got out of a horrible relationship so my take on love isnt the best and I admit I dont treat him as nice as I should but omg he still loves me so much. <3 Rory

12) F1 Event

FINALLY! I attended an F1 event in Singapore (not actual one though haha) Went there mainly for the GD+TOP+Seungri. Unforgettable in every way possible. Im sure Paige, MK and HM gotta agree ;-)

13) WESTLIFE IN SINGAPORE

Finally pictures with all 4 lads.

14) Blue Meet and Greet Session

Thank you Paige you lucky lucky girl =]

15) WESTLIFE's Split

Confirmed my UK/Ireland trip

16) Aaron Carter's Twitter follow

17) UBS Job Offer

SO MEANINGFUL!

18) WESTLIFE Box Set

I cant believe I appeared in it. Dream come true. Worth my 200bux

19) Krabi Trip with Boyfriend

Last minute booked but was already talking about it for a while. I was complaining I didnt get to travel much so he decided he wanted to take me for a trip =] So Sweet.

20) Things to Look Forward to in 2012

After a stressful month of worrying and planning etc. I am going to see WESTLIFE for 2 shows!!! Meet and Greet in Liverpool with Lala and Croker (LAST WESTLIFE CONCERT EVER) with dear HM along with Ireland tour. And also SS4!! (Pls first row!) Realised that the 3 concerts I went for this year were: Suju, Suju, WL so next year is Suju, WL, WL hehe. Please kick my ass if I go for a second SS4 haha.

Also I will graduate and embark on my career =]

Alright HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! Looking forward to an exciting 2012! For the last time in 2011, Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

Shopping Trip with Mummy

2011-12-09T20:56:00.009+08:00

I'm finally out on the streets!!! After many gruelling weeks? or months? haha anyway yes definitely a stress relief. Sad that my girly date got cancelled but oh well shopping with mummy is great too =] haha. Ok can I start whining again first? hehe...

OMG OMG WHY OH WHY ARE THERE SO MANY HUMANS?!?! Like seriously I nearly DIED. Especially after 6pm when I was back at ION. Going below level 1 is SUICIDE. I told my mum to hurry grab food and come back up to level 1. Level 1 and above was ok but going below that I was really dying and I even got lost amongst the shops. WTH. I guess its true that the higher in level you go in ION the more expensive the shops are...point noted. After walking around orchard for about 2hours I swear I was going to explode. I felt like jabbing the eyes of the next person that walked into me. SERIOUSLY its like INTENTIONAL! Theyre walking towards me, they see me, and they SHIFT so that they can collide face to face with me. WTF. I seriously seeing people which are of slutface's standard (no-class people) around classy places just makes it that much more distasteful. Can you please go back to your Bugis street?

Ok enough of ranting for now...feast your eyes!

The first time I saw them was when Mummy drove past and I was in the passenger seat and I went WHOA!!! hahahahaha I seriously couldnt stop exclaiming HAHA its like omg SO MANY HALF NAKED men just lining up ALONG THE ROAD! hahahaha. Thank god I wasnt the driver man seriously. Haha.

Then we went shopping at Taka and when I was about to cross the road to Paragon I saw them again so we decided to go over and take pictures since I very fortuntely brought my camera along. So yup stood one side and started oogling haha (trying to decide which was the hottest) I was telling mummy that if I saw any one I knew I would freak haha.

Anyway yah one of the sweet ladies saw me looking and took my camera and told me to go ahead and take a picture with these two hotties

The one on the left is my favourite. Trust me he looks about 1000x hotter in person. Not photogenic =[ The lady had to take the picture TWICE because the guy on the right kept staring at me HAHAHA. When I went back to mummy she was like "why does that guy keep staring at you before and after you took the pix?" haha I dont know!

Then walked down a bit and the nice blonde guy dragged me over to take a group picture and asked me to pass my camera to one of the crew people cause I was gonna call my mum haha. Super cute! I was like "where am i supposed to squeeze?" and they started giggling haha and the blonde guy asked me "are you from around here?" and I was like yahhh dont i look so singaporean?? haha

Then I decided to take one last photo since I passed him and I thought he was cute =] Pix taken by mummy!

Anyway after the distraction it was down to business again - shopping hehe. Headed to Gucci and yes I finally bought the blouse I was eyeing for a while now! I told myself I would get it if I got a job offer and guess what? I DID! hahaha so yes I need to keep my word and get the super expensive blouse haha. Although it was a size too big for me, my mum said she would alter it for me and it was on 30% discount! and tt means I save 300bux! mwahaha. Go you do the simple maths ;-) Anyway the guy who entertained me was SUPER funny haha at first he was like praising my mum about how great it was that she can do such alterations and stuff hahaha then he followed me to the changing room and made fun of mummy sitting on the chair (and yes he did leave before I started stripping =p) Then when I decided on the purchase he was just running around and I was just like "huh?" Then he made us sit on the couch and insist that we MUST have a glass of very special grapefruit juice that is only served at Gucci Paragon. And he keep teasing mummy that no he did not poison the drink etc. And then be brought the drinks over and started squatting there to make conversation HAHA he was like "I have never tasted the drinks, I only know how to make them...and Im making them specially for you..." hahaha suepr farnie! Then he said it was nice that we could sit on the couch to check out the "naked men" below...he was like "haha its ok cause you guys are open!" Right. Then I went like "Hi can I pay now? Do I pay here or downstairs?" Then I passed him my nets card and he told me to sit on another couch while be brought the wireless machine over and he took FOREVER hahaha and then I had to wait even more for my item to get to me. But that was because the packaging is like wow haha.

But seriously I felt he was just so inexperienced and lost. He should have brought me to the couch to serve the drinks and then take my card to process and transaction and pack my item whilst I was enjoying my drink. Not ask me to slowly drink and then make my payment. Sheesh!
Ok but ehem good service nonetheless for my VIP seat in viewing hot men haha.

So anyway yup damage for today:

Two gigantic bags hehe. So much for expenditure not exceeding my internship pay of 10k haha

Oh and if anyone's interested those hot men will be in town same time same place for a week =] Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

WESTLIFE Update

2011-11-02T11:53:00.003+08:00

1st November 1999 was the day Westlife's first debut album was released worldwide.

And yes they have since 20th October 1:10am (Singapore time) officially announced that they would split after their farewell tour in 2012. How did I find out? I was about to go to sleep when I decided to check out my Facebook news feed and the news of their split popped out.

http://www.facebook.com/notes/westlife/statement-by-westlife/10150363044019060

Sigh. SMSed Lala immediately (she was also about to go to sleep =[) and yes we seeked comfort in each other till 3am before I went to bed crying. It was expected but somehow still so painful when it came true. I was already in the midst of planning my UK trip 2012 when this annoucement came and I immediately went from "Im most probably going to go" to "Im definitely going to go". To other fans who think Im doing this on impulse and that Im damn rich etc; its not so. Firstly, Ive been a fan for 14 years and this has been a dream of mine; hometown concert for at least the past 10 years. So saving up 10k in 10 years is seriously no big deal to me. Im not a new fan who is suddenly caught up in the hype just because they decided to re-visit our shores after 5 years. But yes Im not going Ireland (as of now) because the damn dates are not released and theres no Meet and Greet packages for them.

WESTLIFE has been my pillar of support for 14 years and when it suddenly comes falling down...all the times I depended on them to tide me through the rough and stressful times. For once in my life listening to Westlife songs did not ease the pain. Every time I see their picture or hear their song playing a single drop of tear falls down my cheek...unknowingly.

Yes I initially booked a pair of MnG packages (475pounds each) for Nottingham because everything else was being sold out and just recently switched them for Liverpool in June because June was a much more suitable date for MK and hopefully I can make it in time for the Dublin date as well.

I love Westlife so so much. All of you reading this should know <3

Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

BLUE Meet And Greet (22 Oct)

2011-10-25T01:02:00.016+08:00

I managed to get to meet BLUE all thanks to PAIGE!!! <3 Haha I made all my family and friends enter the contest to increase my chance of winning (6 of us in total) and thank god Paige won!! =] So she brought me =] Hehe anyway her creative entry was thought up by me hehe, she just did it up cause my photoshop skills are non-existent. It was pretty exciting I still remember her calling me right after she got the call from ION Orchard to share the good news and we were practically half screaming down the phone haha. Apparently out of all of us who joined the contest, only Paige was the lucky one and yes she chose to bring me along for it =]

On the day itself we met up early in the morning because we wanted to go and buy Blue's latest album to get it autographed. We went ALL OVER and it did not exist! Omg. In the end, we had to detour to Paige's house (thank god Mummy drove) followed by my own to dig out our old albums. Paige's was unfortunately missing (tsk tsk!) and mine was under my entire piles of CDs but I managed to find all my first 3 albums. (one of which was already autographed)

Then we finally made our way back to ION where we were pretty early so we camwhored a bit ;-) When the time was near we could see crowds forming at the entrance of the ION Sky Park (lift) cause that was the meeting place. Once the people arrived, me and Paige were amongst the first few people to sign in and go up lift (first batch of fans) Just because I cannot stand waiting around haha. Might as well go up first.

So exciting! It was my first time up there! hahaha

When we reached the top we were greeted with a set up for a press conference. And since we were the first one out of the lift (people behind us started running to overtake us) we walked over to the first row centre and plonked our sexy asses down =]

Best seats in the house baby! Hehe. Then the host Roz arrived, she had nice shoes from Y3. Then we helped ourselves with a bit of food, took some pictures and were served drinks. I was super impressed with the hospitality! We were treated like VIPs, not some crazed fans.

And then...the boys finally arrived! I got to hi5 Anthony!

And the press conference began. The boys were really fun and down-to-earth, which kind of reminded me of why I adored them in the first place. The really havent changed much in terms of character and personality since the last them I saw them which was like 8 years ago. Omg that was such a long time ago. Still the same sweet old Blue.

And a couple of videos I took:

Then came the autograph signing part and the people kept insisting I go first but I was busy keeping away my stuff and taking my albums out to get ready so I asked the girls at the side to go first of which they gladly did. Then while we were queuing Paige asked my for my white marker first cause she was going first and then she couldnt get the marker cap out and she panicked hahaha. She turned to one of the ladies there and started screaming "help me!" and the lady panicked! hahahahah she grabbed the pen and quickly opened it up. So funny! I laughed whilst the lady looked at me and said "omg I panicked! she made me panic!" hahaha I hugged her she was so cute lahh. The first guy was Lee Ryan so he signed Paige's cover and then called the previous girl and said "hey I think this pen is better!" and then resigned her album haha. Bad choice giving them a blue marker when most of the people there brought the All Rise album; which had a black background. Then Lee signed my album and another girl's who shoved her album in front of him. Then I asked for a hug and he did =] And we exchanged kisses. I hugged him and said "I miss you guys so much" and he went "Awww sweetheart its ok. We'll be back again soon this time round" and looked me straight in the eye. OMG MAJOR HEARTMELT. <3 Then next was Simon and I asked him for hug but he was busy singing before he went "Oops" and then hugged and kissed me =] Anthony already finished signing and then he opened his arms out to me to which of course I returned with hug and kiss. I guess he did that because he saw me hugging and kissing Simon as well haha. Last but defnitely not least, Duncan. Super funny! He pouted his lips asking for a kiss hahaha but I just hugged and kissed his cheek haha. I was telling people that if it was Nicky I might have just kissed him on the lips but I dont feel as close to the Blue members as I am with the Westlife lads haha. Oh and Paige captured the moment on camera haha

Tsk tsk Duncan some things never change aye? Watch your hands =p

After which we proceeded to the phototaking session =] I saw some girls taking pictures with the lads during the autograph session. Jealous max. Damn I didnt know we could. Nevermind we get group picture anyway. Oh and Paige and the girls before us left their stuff on the chair and the panicky lady once again panicked haha so together we grabbed all the bags and brought it over to the queue hahaha. The first shot was so badly taken =[ It was blur and me and Lee were still moving to place! I asked her to take again cause I was moving and she said she already took twice. But when I checked the one picture it was sooooooo HORRIBLE! I got kind of upset so I returned to them and asked the panicky lady (since she was nicer) and a female security there if we could retake the shot cause it was so bad. They said no and then they told me to join the queue at the back. So we did. And this was the second shot. Blur but at least a much better picture

Then the lady asked me if it was ok this time round and we said yes and thanked them continuously =] Then while we were walking away I asked one of the other ladies if they were ION staff and she said yes. I told them that they were all so nice and she got so touched she hugged and kissed me haha Paige was damn shocked especially because she didnt hear what I said haha. But yes they were seriously nice people, even the Blue management team. Their manager smiled at me a couple of times and they totally did not interfere in any form of crowd control at all. Super nice people, unlike Westlife's. Eek.

Heres a video compiled by them =]

So yes two happy people made their way down from ION Sky, bye bye nice place.

Then we decided to head to Burger King to slack whilst we waited for my family and Rory. (yes couldnt walk around anyway cause I was wearing killer heels hahaha) And yes we camwhored with our autographed albums =]

And now all my 3 Blue albums are autographed! Wheeee =]

and then Paige went off and bf accompanied me and family for Blue's open concert. Stood really far back. Couldnt see much but I enjoyed the songs very very very much. Reminiscence!!

<3 Boyfriend

Spent the rest of the night with him =] Met up with Alfred and Cheryl (of which me and Alfred couldnt stop whining about FYP haha)

Aights THANK YOU PAIGE so so much for this great opportunity. You seriously are one very lucky girl. You ALWAYS win all these contests and stuff haha. <3 you much much babe.

Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

WESTLIFE IN SINGAPORE 2011

2011-10-06T15:06:00.049+08:00

Ok so I wanted to write a whole chunk of emo crap before I went into the exciting stuff but I shant because people might just fall asleep reading it =p Bottom-line is; Ive loved WESTLIFE for 12 freaking years and waited 5 years to see them again (in Singapore) Enough said. Drama over obtaining the concert tickets have been blogged about so we'll leave it as that. Lets go straight into exciting stuff =]

27TH SEPTEMBER 2011

About a week prior the concert Sony Music Sg organized a competition in search of "The Biggest Westlife Fan" where the winning entry would win a pair of concert tickets. Submission entry was a story via email on why you are the biggest fan. Considering I was taking part in every single lucky draw I could get my hands on why pass up on this? If I got lucky I might just land myself meet and greet passes as well. So I got down to work and typed this out in like what? Maybe 10minutes tops.

So when 27th September came, I realised that they hadnt announced the winner on Facebook despite claiming they would by 26th morning. So I commented on their page; gathered a couple of likes and comments, and viola! They posted the winner that evening!!

And I opened up my inbox and found this!

I was seriously super excited when I won!! MK was sitting next to me when I saw the Facebook announcement and turned to me and pointed at the screen and he was like "OMG!! You won?!" So yup it was decided then that MK and daddy was going to the WESTLIFE concert as well =] Just like 5 years ago =]

I got super teary when I read the email....they might send my entry to WESTLIFE themself *touched* it was really a dream come true for me omg.

2ND OCTOBER 2011

This was the day they finally arrived in Singapore! I got to the airport earlier in the afternoon despite their flight only at 5pm because I was seriously too anxious haha and anyway there was always wonderful company ;-) Paige and Lala.

and yes thats me with my hoodie on cause I felt super paranoid over all the erm unwanted attention haha Lala and Paige will know exactly what I mean. Shant elaborate and give slutface an added feature for her to bitch about

We were super anxious and stressed over the mode of transport of which to use to chase the lads cause the security kept chasing our cabs away. In the end we settled for the limousine cab which Paige sweetly offered to stay behind with the driver. Seriously honey I owe you one ;-)

Finally the lads arrived and omg the fans were mad!! They were like banging against the glass door and screaming. It was scary really. There wasnt any barricades so I was basically just walking around in circles due to anxiousness. The number of fans this time round compared to 5 yrs ago has erm multiplied by 10 times. No joke. Seriously freak scary.

I was seriously like super skilled in weaving in and out of the crowd haha. Nicky came out first and somehow from a far away place I managed to squeeze near the lads and managed to touch Shane and Kian; of which Kian was just wide open but I didnt really want to say hi to him so I just brushed his arms and went for Mark. Mark was the last and I figured the best out to get out of the airport door leading to the cars outside was to follow them close and that was what I did haha. I was hugging Mark from the back all the way and managed to safely get out of the airport without getting mobbed. And I was feeling all happy cause his hoodie was thick and comfortably cuddly hahaha. Heres my video at the airport: pardon the shakiness I basically clicked record and ran around without caring what I was recording hahaha but MK saw it and was like "Omg ure soooo near!!" *beams*

So anyway when I finally got out I panicked once again cause 1) I couldnt find our ride 2) Lala was missing. Thank god both arrived soon after so me and Lala hopped onto the Limousine taxi and our exciting journey began =] I gave a very good narration of our adventure and the uncle even smiled at my camera but the camera woman - Paige sucked big time and forgot to click the record button. OH-MY-GOSH so I was too lazy to make another good vid so a lousy short one will suffice for now =p

The car chase was seriously exciting-much hahaha we kept screaming and giggling non-stop. And chatting with the uncle. Our uncle rocks. In the end we managed to catch them at their hotel; Ritz Carlton and our uncle stopped at the bottom of the slope so we had to get off and give chase. Thank god me and Paige ran fast. I headed to Mark first and asked for an autograph. There were many girls pushing like mad and he got really pissed and screamed "Stop pushing! I cant do anything!" Then he looked at me and took my pen...he was going to take my album cover to sign when this unknown massive object (fat girl?) slotted itself in between me and Mark...and he couldnt reach me so he looked down at the thing and pushed it aside and grabbed my hand and pulled me towards his side. SUPER FUNNY!! Then he signed a few others and went like "ok im sorry i cant sign with this pen" and went off...and my pen went missing!!!! =[ I cried out for it and no one gave my pen back to me =[ Then I went over to Shane and saw Lala taking a picture with him so I captured that moment and went off cause he was being surrounded by way too many girls. Turned around and saw Nicky so I went over to him and held his arm asking for a picture...he continued signing so I waited a while....while holding on to his arm then he finally stopped signing+moving and stood outside the hotel door and we took a photo =]=]=]

Nicky is major LOVE <3 Honestly I freaking hate self shots because it makes my face come out big and fat. Another thing I realised was that most of the girls that took self-shots always never fail to cutoff the top of the Westlifer's head. They insist because they are too tall...but Im super short and I wasnt wearing heels and Nicky looks fine here? Mum commented that maybe my self-shot skills were just damn good then MK pointed out that...I think Nicky bent for you lah! I guess that makes a lot of sense as well...oh well its Nicky =]

After the utter madness I managed to find Paige and Lala again and omg guess what? I caught Paige stoning at one corner. WTH! haha she said she wasnt too interested haha damn she should have helped me get some autographs or something haha but seriously very glad for your company. We wouldnt have survived without you.

Then we continued waiting outside and Paige left at about 7+ while me and Lala continued waiting. We got hungry so we ordered Macs at about 9ish and after a while decided to give up on the wait...then we realised we had to wait for our food anyway so we stayed on and soon after that the security came over to tell us that the lads were coming out!! Omg thank god for waiting for our macs!! Basically he said we were allowed to take photos/ask for autographs as long as the lads are fine with it =]

So waited we did and then when Shane came out first all the girls ran over to him so I grabbed Lala and dragged her to Mark (and threw her at him) hahaha cause I knew this was her lifetime dream being fulfilled...After I took the picture for her it was my turn =]

This is seriously my favouritest picture. Im so glad I wore a dress to match him haha looks so classy =] And yes Mark is tall...and stop staring at his sexy chest hair! haha but seriously when he walked out...I was like oh my god he looks soooooooo goddamn gorgeous...the pictures dont do him justice trust me.

Then Lala wanted to sneak over to Shane then I tapped her and said "Hey I think I want a picture with Kian" Kian was just there standing and talking to Mattie...so I went over to ask for a picture...shaking all the way...and he actually smiled and said "Yeah sweetheart sure" ...OMG. haha then i took the pix for Lala as well and omg so embarrassing my hand was shaking soooooo bad i think he saw!! *blushes* damn you Kian for making me traumatized since 5yrs ago.

Finally pictures with all four Westlifers. haha.

Then I went to find Shane but he was being dragged away by the bodyguards so he only managed to turn and sign my album...while i put it on my hand as a backing haha the image was kinda cute him stretching his hand over with the pen to me and then me realising it so instead of shoving the album cover at me i flipped it and let it lay on my palm for him to sign haha

Nicky came out last and he was seriously mobbed by all the girls...I asked for a picture and he said ok but he was being dragged then he turned around and looked at me and went like "picture?" and another security blocked me and we were just like looking at each other and reaching out to each other while being dragged away...yah drama much. haha really hilarious sight if it was recorded on video haha oh well it wasnt meant to happen that night =[

So anyway me and Lala headed home afterwards. . We were talking about how tempted we were to cab back but in the end we both took buses home haha. Im super impressed by my self control of not splurging on a cab ride home haha. I guess I didnt mind cause the bus was pretty empty when it went past that stop so Im basically fine with bus rides as long as I get a seat.

So yup I went home and konked out soon after. Didnt manage to get any work done cause I was just way too tired.

3RD OCTOBER 2011

Concert day!! Whoooo me and Lala felt kind of lazy and she was worried she might be too shagged by concert time so we decided to meet only after lunch and not annoy the boys during breakfast haha. Anyway we waited for quite abit before deciding to just head to the stadium instead. Mummy was already there when we reached so I decided to change in my car =p and went to check out the merchandise while Lala went over to Kallang Leisure Mall to withdraw cash to pay for her sis's ticket. I brought 200bux cash with me to purchase the WESTLIFE merchandise and guess what? If I really bought every single item it would have amounted to 200bux exactly!! HA. Thanks to mummy I didnt haha she exercise control for me; so the end damage was only 90bux:

One black Gravity Tshirt - 45bux

The tour booklet (super cool 3D pix!) -30bux

Gravity poster - 15bux

I did not buy 2 more Tshirts and the rather fugly bag haha

and somehow now Im regretting not spending an additional 110bux...am I crazy or what?! haha the guy at the store was damn farnie he kept trying to convince me to buy more and when I said stuff like "ok let me see that for like 5secs," he literally counted!! hahaha then mummy asked him to take a new shirt for me and he did haha...he kept trying to get the bag for me cause it was reserved so when the woman removed the tag he screamed and grabbed the bag for me and said "its available again!!" Even with just the 90bux worth of goods I was quite hesistant and eventually I just screamed "whatever lah its WESTLIFE no need to think" haha and paid him the 90bux

Then I waited for Lala to come back before going in, at the entrance I bumped into Sophia =]

When we eventually got into the stadium, the toilet was my first stop and we got to our seats; 1 and 6. Before that mummy had gone into the stadium and saw 3 guys were sitting in between us so all I had to do was smile sweetly and asked if they would allow me to be with Lala when the concert started. At first the guys gave me a rather blank look before one of them answered with "Erm I dont see a problem with that" so yaye =]

Being my usual self I was running all over the place saying hi before the concert started and once when I came back to my seat my seat partner had arrived!

Tracy!! =]

Ok I shall not go onto a song by song detailed analysis here even though the concert was so damn short;

Heres the setlist:

1) When You're Looking Like That

2) World OZf Our Own

3) What Makes A Man

4) Safe

5) Home

6) My Love

7) Beautiful Tonight

8) Hit Medley (Viva La Vida/Only Girl In The World/Time Of My Life/Dirty Bit/Bad Romance)

9) Seasons In The Sun

10) You Raise Me Up

11) Already There

12) I Will Reach You

13) Flying Without Wings

Encore

14) What About Now

15) Uptown Girl

Enjoy the photos and videos =]

It was quite funny because 5minutes into the concert Lala turned to me and said "OMG Nicky officially likes you" hahaha super farnie. Yes, just like 5 years ago. Some things dont change haha. Nicky stop staring at me!! I shy! haha then later he couldnt call me on stage so I pouted and he winked at me urghhhh.....you cant do that to me Nicky!! haha Mark and Shane looked and smiled at us quite a lot of times as well. We were smack centre with a lot of room to move so we really enjoyed ourselves. Regret letting a couple of girls stand next to us at the barricade from the second row...she asked me and I said ok being the kind self but Im regretting it because they managed to get quite a lot of stuff and there wasnt even a word of thanks. Doesnt pay to be kind. Sigh. Yah you managed to scream at Shane to get you on stage but please think about how he even could notice your face in the first place...oh well nvrmind

Anyway after the concert me Lala and Tracy were debating whether to go to their hotel and after much debate we decided to but when we got out we realised that their van had left! Super fast!! So we ran to my car instead of trying to get a cab and unfortunately we were trapped in the carpark =[ So we decided to just try out luck tomorrow instead.

Anyway when I was in the car I felt super emo over the concert ending and a single drop of tear fell yes omg i cried. haha sheesh my mum and bro (on the phone) were super amused =p

I got home and couldnt fall asleep because I was feeling super annoyed over a lot of things. Tracy on the otherhand did go to the hotel in the end and managed a picture with Nicky. =] She too couldnt stand the fans this time round hahahaha

4TH OCTOBER 2011

Today was the day we said goodbye =[ I had actually predicted their hotel check-out timing perfectly but sigh...ok shall explain. Me and Lala reached the hotel at 8am and waited for a while before I saw Mark and Kian walking (with a fat girl chasing right behind) so I brisk walked over and caught up to them and asked Kian for a picture and he made many many funny hand gestures and said he was drunk hahaha. Seriously I was freakin traumatized haha. Then Mark saw so he stopped to turn and talk to me. I was soooo stunned I have no idea what he said to me haha a couple of people asked me what Mark said to me and honestly I cant remember a single thing!! Haha I reckon it was probably along the lines of explaining why they were drunk etc. So we waited in the lobby till the nice hotel guy in-charge came to tell us that the lad would only leave in the evening. So me and Lala went to get nice Swensen's lunch at Marina Square haha. We came back and slacked at the lobby somemore waiting for the lads and omg I fell sleep multiple times =P I blame the comfy cushions haha. Then towards 4+ the hotel person had to chase us out due to manager's orders. I shall the hotel person the funny guy cause he really was haha. He came over to me and Lala and asked why we werent part of the gang there and we said we didnt really want to crowd the area. Haha. Then after we went out he came over to us multiple times to chat and more importantly update us on the lads' plans haha. He was like "omg they are the most irritating people ever! I have seen Rain, Andy Lau, BSB and so many more and theyre the worst!! they cant make up their minds! want to shop want to eat then dont know whether want to shop at marina or mbs" Lala "why dont you make up their minds for them?" Guy "are you kidding?! theyre in a world of their own mann, how to decide for them? did you see the last guy? omg. damn fat" hahahahaha he was referring to Mark. Then he went on about how he never remembered Mark being so fat hahaha. Super funny. Other epic statements he made includes "I hope they decide to shop at Marina, then I will happily open the door for them, wave goodbye then theyre not my problem anymore. You all want to push them into the pond and do dunno what, take photos you can go ahead" and "omg four piggies eat eat eat talk talk talk dont want to leave" hahaha super farnie lah. But oh well he called us the ahjumma group! haha it was me Lala and another lady. The other kids were crowding at the restaurant window staring at the lads eat. Then after a while he came back to tell us that they were exiting via the staff exit...before anything happened their van pulled up and I was like "oh oh theyre coming out by here haha" and he panicked and ran to the driver hahaha then he came back and said that theyre probably picking up their stuff only and the whole gang of kids ran back to where we were. And 3secs later I saw Nicky! walking towards me ;-) and I was like "haha you die theyre coming." and he quickly asked us to stand behind him haha so I stood at my same spot at the corner of four doors and guess who decided to come out directly at that one door in front of my face =p

haha no prizes for guessin who lah of course Nicky. So I just had to ask for a picture and he stopped, put his luggage down and took a picture with me.

Then when Lala slotted herself there many fans came over to hoard him for an autograph and she waited quite long but Nicky didnt look at my camera so I shouted "Nicky here!" and naturally he turned and smiled for her picture =p haha Next was Shane. He was on the phone so I mouthed if we could take picture and he stopped and looked at the camera...damn I should have moved over to his other side haha.

After me and Lala were done with Shane, Kian and Mark were already on the van. Apparently people came afterwards and said Nicky went up the van super fast and someone whined that "You always get Nicky first, Nicky always go to you" Oh well =p haha. Lala and Mich reckons Nicky remembers me from my years ago but I wouldnt dare to go so far, honestly I feel that his taste just hasnt changed lah haha but oh well he does have a picture of us together which he put in his bag ;-)

Ok so anyway bye bye WESTLIFE. Decided not to do a airport goodbye cause we were pretty sure they would take the CIP terminal. And thank god we didnt cause apparently the piggies went shopping in the end =p haha. Me and Lala had a sadded dinner before we parted our ways *hugs babe* Dont worry. Ireland concert planning underway =]

Yes after several days I am still pretty emotional over WESTLIFE. Im going to miss them so so so so much. And yah didnt get a goodbye kiss from Nicky this time round haha. Just to recall sweet memories, I had given Nicky the picture of us together with a love message behind. He saw the picture and flipped to see the message and went "Awwww omg thanks sweetheart" and then he hugged and kissed me. Lala bears witness of my unforgettable memory and omg I was a kid lah haha ok lah not too young but omg 5 whole years ago haha. Love ya Nicky.

Phoebe Feehily (omg typing this surname makes me emotional as well screw this) signing off now ciao!

F1 + Big Bang

2011-09-28T23:26:00.011+08:00

And so FINALLY I get to watch the freaking F1 night race in Singapore!!! Been wanting to ever since it came to Singapore. So what made me finally go? BigBang hahaha not Kimi Raikkonen. Big joke. But yes anyway it was a kind of last minute decision because I went to check with Alfred if the cheapo 38bux ticket could gain entry to watch the performances near. Paige's a huge fan and I asked her why she didnt go when it was so cheap and she said the fanclub people mentioned that the 38bux ticket only allowed view from very far. Losers. Should trust the person who is closely connected and involved in the event haha. I called Paige up and she was practically screaming in excitement over the phone haha. So yaye I bought 4 tickets in the end (Im nice and I like to share happiness hehe) Brought Paige, MK and HM =]

So on the actual day itself poor Paige had her test so the 2 ahjummas decided to go and queue in the morning. It was sooo bad and A LOT of people kept coming up to me to ask me what we were queuing for/where to buy merchandises etc and random people even took pictures. GOSH. Haha I had my shades on as well and people who walked by still recognised me. EMBARRASSING! hahaha ahjumma queuing for boyband haha. Anyway Paige and MK FINALLY joined us later nearer 3pm where the gates opened. Me and HM took their bags so they could join the no bag-check queue and run to Padang first. Uh huh they successfully did; Paige reached there FIRST but she queued wrongly =[ So we kinda of ended up the 3rd group in the queue (which is good enough!)

The rest of the day was actually just pretty painful waiting. It was soooo freaking hot I thought I was gonna die/faint of heatstroke like multiple times throughout the day haha. HM Ahjumma ran away a couple of times to check out the race. Paige was nice enough to wait alone and let me and MK run off for a short while to watch the Porsche Carrera Cup Asia. Here are a couple of pictures of the zoom zoom cars my camera actually managed to capture:

Then we partially took advantage of our freedom and ran over to the booths to check things out and MK took this cute photo for me hehe

Didnt buy anything at the booths cause I was being a good girl and decided to save money; nah I just didnt wanna leave Paige alone for too long poor girl hehe.

So we went back to Paige and waited somemore before the gates opened. We bought more food and drinks to replenish ourselves before we had to head into the pits which were due to open at about 7+. HM came back shortly after us; when the Porsche race ended. Oh on a sidenote I was like having dizzy spells the entire afternoon =[

Anyway nearer the time 4 of us took turns to run off to try and catch a little bit of the F1 race (it started only at 6+; it was delayed because of our extreme hot weather and the roads were too hot) Couple of pictures I managed to capture; stand at the turn where speed is lowest hehe

So finally at 7+ the race finally ended and it was time to open the gates to let us in. By that time, it was already getting dark and the scarier thing; people were already starting to crowd at the entrance of the gate, SO IRRITATING! Seriously. Its a major WTF. People have been queuing for hours and these pieces of shit think they can just run in. So I called the security and told him to watch out for those people and he passed the message to all his staff at the gates. Some girl behind even went partially mad, she walked down the area and started screaming "go away!" and pushing all those people away. Well that kind of was to our benefit so I just watched. I strategically placed HM and MK on the outside, plan was for them to block off so that me and Paige and successfully run in and secure our spots. So when the gates finally opened....you can only imagine how horrible it was...the first group made it in safely but when the second group of younger gals were going in, a couple of stray dogs managed to barge their way through. When it was our turn, I grabbed a staff and threw her at those pieces of shit and asked her to stop them. I think one person still managed to sneak past. So me and Paige reached the barricades fast and I made sure she spaced out so MK and HM could come in hahaha my actions were seriously hilarious. I grabbed Paige and placed her at the barricades, then grabbed MK and placed him there; then from the corner of my eye I saw someone in white beside me and I grabbed her before I looked and realised it wasnt HM and I kinda erm threw her away hahahaha. Then HM strolled in quite a while later and I managed to drag her to the front. Her reason; she was screaming at a couple of those queue-cutters and I think she made one girl cry hahaha; Do Not Mess with the Lawyer Ahjumma haha. Shes super cute lah. So yes we were finally all standing in front =] And the nice security people let us put our stuff in front of the barricades as well =] MK insisted that the security guy liked me, yes yes it always happens haha dont ask me why but it always works to our advantage haha. He was like "yup you can put there but if lost not my problem ah" which I replied with "If its gone then its confirm you! Because you're the only one who can reach it!" and everyone cracked up haha.

So anyway soon after the first performer came on stage; Charice.

She had quite good vocals and she sang live well so its pretty impressive. Enjoy the one pretty good vid I took:

After her pretty long performance, (I think she belted like close to 10 songs at least?) the second part of the F1 race commenced. MK couldnt take the pain and sat down on the floor haha The security guy kept disturbing him and checking if he was ok haha. Anyway trying to defend the poor brother on the floor I was badly pushed by the idiots behind. Even HM suffered it. She got damn pissed off she shouted at the girl behind her. MK did so too when he stood up and she started pushing again. I was SUPER affected by the lesbian behind me. No kidding. First I felt her tugging on my bra hook and later she was blowing on my back and touching my hair. *died* Haha. Beats getting grinded against I guess? haha oh well, happens at every such concert. Used to it. BUT I just couldnt understand why the hell they were doing it well before the concert started sheesh arent you gonna be tired by the time GD+TOP+Seungri actually comes out?

So anyway finally after a day long of painful waiting, the moment arrived:

This DJ came out first and spent at least a good long 10mins playing YG songs; remixed

And then finally Seungri came out!! hahaha MK was damn farnie lah! He couldnt recognise it was Seungri + 4 dancers and he thought that the whole 5-member big bang arrived haha. My camera managed to capture our screaming conversation but I shant upload it =p

Seungri looked....normal. Seriously a disappointment. He was the Big Bang member whos performance I was most looking forward to. Sigh.

He performed a couple of his songs before GD and TOP came out.

GD seriously seemed like a deranged man high on drugs hahaha. Super funny.

I am currently not very in a mood to describe in the details the performances but no worries Im sure these videos make up for it:

Honestly I guess I was pretty exhausted by the end of the day and hence I couldnt fully enjoy the concert and get high. I was damn high for maybe the first 3 songs before dying hahaha. Ok I shall just give comments on the one thing Im good at/known for; physical appearance. TOP was damn handsome. Seriously, he had a bit of the AngMoh look, nice skin colour and nice features. GD and Seungri were huge disappointments. I always think GD looks like Sungmin on TV but in real-life Minne is much better looking. Seungri looked like a teddy bear but...not as cute as he does on TV =[ Super Junior wins hands down in terms of looks. Something I just kind of realised after seeing a couple of other Kpop male singers in the flesh, Suju is the best looking haha maybe deep down inside this is the real reason why I love them haha.

Anyway the concert finally ended and getting out of the place was horrible as well. The crowd omg. So we finally made it out and my sweet boyfriend was at the entrance waiting with drinks and fries =] Sweetness. He was there with Alfred. Soon after HM's ride came and so we bid her goodbye before going into Swissotel to wait for my parents. They finally came and the 3 exhausted people were finally home =] We were soooooo dead exhausted we woke up super late the next morning haha.

Ah hope MK Paige and HM had a great time. Love you guys much <3

Looking forward to F1 2012; heard Kimi might be back hehe and since UBS is sponsor...whooo hehe....Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

SS3 3D Raving Review

2011-09-07T13:30:00.004+08:00

Ok I am going to give a very brief as objective as possible review on this event.

So I brought my entire family for this event =] Yes very kindly sponsored by yours truly.

Oh I dont really wish to talk about it but some FAT bitches in my aisle gave my daddy looks when they came in. Seriously. Stare what stare?! Leeteuk's father-in-law ok! Sheesh. And no I am not in love with Leeteuk (although I dont deny he makes a perfect boyfriend/husband) but yes daddy is totally in love with Leeteuk. Ok anyway stupid bitches. Humphs.

Ok lets check out a couple of camwhoring pictures of me and Fiqah first ok?

Ok and heres the song list before I move on to comments:

01 Intro VTR

02 Sorry, Sorry (Remix)

03 Don’t Don (Remix)

04 VTR – E.L.F. balloon

05 너 같은 사람 또 없어 (No Other)

06 VTR – Super Junior T

07 똑똑똑 (Tok Tok Tok)

08 둘이 (You & I)

09 VTR – basketball

10 너 아니면 안돼 (It has to be you)

11 VTR – celebrity SJ

12 미인아 (BONAMANA)

13 갈증 (A Man In Love) (Remix)

14 Dancing Out (Remix)

15 VTR – vegetable SJ

16 요리왕 (Cooking? Cooking!)

17 차근차근 (Way For Love)

18 Ment – greeting in foreign languages

19 You Are The One

20 Short Ment

21 Wonder Boy

22 Ment – ending greeting

23 Ending credit

24 Epilogue – from Kangin (Rinaldo)

Ok here goes....lets put it down in 5 points =]

1) Totally not worth the money because it was so short

2) I paid 30bux to see Siwon's abs in 3D

3) They freaking deleted the whole Shake It Up segment of which I am totally pissed at

4) This is basically a way of exploiting fans (word has it locations of SS4 depends on the sales of tix for this event)

5) I went for this just for the sake of it; a Super Junior event

Lalala this is a very short random post because I am not really in a blogging mood =p Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

Rant Rant Rant

2011-08-11T00:50:00.005+08:00

Please do not read further if you do wish to suffer the wrath of an emotional wreck's incessant ranting. I am abusing this public platform to disclose things that should be better kept so yaye shoo.

Today was soooooo stressful and horrible!!! *cries cries cries* speaking of which, I have officially lost the ability to. I woke up damn early all nervous and going crazy because of my Westlife online ticket sales. Got online at 815am and started refreshing like crazy; both on my desktop AND laptop simultaneously. Yes Im that amazing. Then came 850am and Lala called it and we started being anxious to each other on the phone. And guess what? Sistic decided it was funny if they opened it only at 915am. Can you imagine the state I was in?!?! I was already trembling with cold hands and going mental at 855am itself and they dragged it for an additional 15mins...or more. NOT funny. Once the system was open I immediately with super speed chose my 4 tickets and guess what?! I GOT THE PERFECT SEATS. There. I had 10minutes to confirm my order. I was happy. Glad. Scared. Shivering whilst I typed in my credit card details. Clicked confirm and out came a box! Saying I needed MASTERCARD. WTF. Panic. Screams. Panic. And more screams and repeated typing again and again. I stared as the countdown read 00:20...00:09...00:08...00:07...00:03...00:02...00:01. GONE. Thats it. There went my perfect tickets. I immediately refreshed my laptop to see if I could get them but no. Row 7. FUCK. Lala started crying on the phone damn badly as well. I felt like dying. It was gone. I wanted to cry I did. I couldnt. I could only scream and continue refreshing my page. Changed it to 2 tickets. Click. Row 2. Fine deal with it first. Then again the fucking mastercard needed box popped out and guess what?! This time round I somehow managed to find out why. Its my bloody collection option. Nice. After a lot of headache and all we managed to get a total of 4 first row seats but seperated =[ Might have to sit 4 seats away from Lala and she has the best seat in the house so shes definitely not giving her ticket up for trade. Hopefully everything goes well on the day itself. I need to STOP stressing =[ But seriously Im freakishly pissed at myself for losing the initial 4 tickets. My stress and anxiety has always been my archilles heel. I should have read the pop-up box/ entire page carefully. I had 10minutes. Fuck my life. Hopefully I will get over this in the near future. And Ive been wanting to see the doctor for anxiety pills for ages but never got around it. Maybe its about time I do.

Then immediately after the ticket headache; I got myself 7 tickets and Lala had 6 and btw we were screaming over our handphones on loudspeaker for the entire 1hr plus. Gosh. Anyways yah I went onto my facebook right after and whooo hmv notice came up with Super Junior's 5th Alb currently on the shelf. Immediately started getting ready to leave after telling mummy. Decided to call HMV first to ask if they had all 10 covers and if it was possible they reserve it for me for the next half an hour. The girl was kind and she asked me what covers I was looking for. I had partially happy for like a second before she told me they were not available when I revealed the two names. That was ok. Then she told me that the people that pre-ordered had taken my Donghae covers. WHAT.THE.FUCK. I was sooooo pissed. I wanted to pre-order when the bitch at the counter told me that pre-ordering did not entitle me to choose my covers; she DID NOT tell me that I was gonna have priority in choosing my cover from whatever stock they had. Fuck you bitch. So I went down to HMV to freaking scream at the people. Too bad the retarded girl couldnt do anything and after much much much debate I got my Leeteuk cover. URGH. Well I guess I should be relatively happy since Leeteuk's cover is sold out in whole of Korea and I guess he is afterall my facebook dp. Sigh.

After having my head explode for the second time today I headed over to ION orchard to collect my concert tickets. Thank god the lady there was a cute cute cute lady who got really excited over the fact that she just learnt that Westlife was coming haha. Super funny. Collected all 7 tickets nicely and walked around a bit before heading home.

Then my third stressful moment came when Lala told me that my pair of row 1 tickets were right at the corner sigh. Which made me have a headache over seating arrangments for the 4 of us within the first row. Spent the whole remaining afternoon being pissed at my freaking stupidity. Could barely get a good short afternoon nap before heading for training.

Yes I still suck. Sigh I really think I should just let go but somehow I cant bear to. Fuck you you stupid lowlife bastard. I blame you for ending my cheer career. May you rot in hell with slutface.

Ok enough angst for today I should get back to shouting "Hey! Im Mr Simple!" randomly. Damn instead of just listening to the song and prancing around maybe I should really heed their advice in the song. RELAX. Ok emo kid Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

Super Junior's 5th Album

2011-08-05T12:46:00.005+08:00

Yup just taking time off here to do a mini promotion for my boys.

The brand new HOT HOT HOT MV *beams*

So am I supposed to give my comments here again despite spamming on my facebook wall already? Alright I'll make this as short and painless as possible.

Disappointing location as per usual. Promised Hyukkie I would comment on choreography. Opening reminded me a lot of Super Girl. Overall could have been better in terms of technical level. Idea is to allow fans to be able to follow the steps but I believe you guys are soooo over that stage. You deserve something to show off your dance talents. I was hoping this would be it but sadly not enough. Fast choreo = impressive but the moving around was a bit too messy at times. MK loves the second part of the chorus choreo and yah its cute haha. OK moving on to couple of individual portions. Donghae killed the choreo (sorry Hyukkie) but yah thought he was best at this dance. Hyukkie Leeteuk Sungmin did well as per usual. Dance break: Get rid of Kyuhyun!! haha nothing against that dude but he couldnt keep up at all and was totally unnecessary, he could barely reach Hyukkie's front. Might as well have put Shindong/Leeteuk there. 2:32 to 2:36 is my favourite choreo =] Ryeowook looks sooo adorable in this video. I feel like KILLING Heechul with my bare hands omg. My favourite part of the video:

When I saw him appear at 1:59 I was like OMFG SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HANDSOME!!!! and yah subsequently I was already in tears haha (and guess wad? MK agrees =p haha)

Ok super excited for their comeback later. Damnit gonna the live telecast but I shall be a good girl and stay up to catch the repeat. One comment: WHY NEVER PROMOTE OPERA TOGETHER WITH MR SIMPLE???? =[

K shall stop fangirling now. Old already. But just as a disclaimer I've loved these boys for 6 years so Im not those crazy ass kids that just started loving Kpop for the sake of it. =p Cant wait to get my hands on the album. IM DAMN NERVOUS. I hope I get my Donghae eeks.

Ok one last shoutout : ANYONE WANTS TO GO FOR WESTLIFE CONCERT 3RD OCTOBER??? tell me =] *promoting for my boys*

Aights Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

End of Internship

2011-08-01T14:11:00.022+08:00

Ok technically I am as free as a bird...for one week at least. But I was so lazy to blog within my last week of work hehe typical me. So the question is, how was my internship? Amazing.

Firstly, it was what I've been wanting since 9mths ago; the thing I cried over not getting initially. So going back to that time, thank you very very much for all who believed in me and encouraged me to push on and yes I finally succeeded in securing myself such a great internship. I did not expect the internship to be so fruitful initially; not knowing the emphasis and investment the company had put into our bunch of 15 interns. Yes I was super stressed over the competition involved throughout this internship but I can safely say that despite this the group of us bonded pretty nicely and this friendship is something I'm gonna take with me for a long time.

The lovely girls who were in the same interview group as me =] Really glad that you guys made it and it was nice seeing you guys again after the initial interview. Pity I couldnt work on the Connections page with you guys despite the constant input from me *ahem* coal miner haha. Special mention Lean and Daswanan who never fail to keep me in your minds, you guys know what I mean =] Dont like Tanyi, I never got the hot date you promised me =p haha

What am I gonna miss the most from this internship? Our pantry lunches!! Yes we are not as atas as the ehem people from the other channel haha but our pantry lunches are always most enjoyable with all the fun and laughter =]

And yes occassionally we do eat out at a nice place ;-) Where the fun and laugher continues without fail.

And definitely not forgetting an essential part of our time in UBS: MINDALIGN! haha

Snapshot above taken from my last day of work...see the red circles? They kicked me out even before I left the company! haha

Ok moving on to sweet sweet moments shared in UBS...thank you sooo much once again for the surprise birthday party

And it didnt stop at mine =] Happy Birthday to the sweet sweet Jessie

Not forgetting our Kbox outing! Yes we are the deprived interns who were entitled to only one outing throughout our internship haha. Thanks for everyone chipping in to make this work. Was so glad I made the choice of exiting the drinking session earlier and joining you guys ;-) Made my night.

Also our earlier farewell specially for our indian friends. Minds cafe!! Sorry I was being an annoying lazy/dead tired person and couldnt stay long. But I had fun playing the first game haha even all of you were out to kill me *glares at evil couple koko and lele*

Farewell lunch with Bibi! (at her requested place)

Special shoutout to dear Bibi at this point: I dont think I could have survived my time in the office without you! My pantry-mate cum toilet-mate cum tea-break mate. And also thanks for always feeding me when Im hungry haha. Most importantly thanks for always being there for me =]

Like I mentioned to Aneesha...how was our last week of work? We were really living the life haha with nice long non-pantry lunches haha. This picture was taken at Astons haha where we actually did not have to queue wheee cause we ran down at 12pm itself haha

Thanks Ha for joining us =] and also inviting me for lunch with the other gtps and thank you Joseph for the lunch treat ;-)

Our last day of work was basically a say goodbye day. We decided to start saying all our goodbyes in a systematic manner starting 215pm. Oh and we had lunch at Thai Express *ahem Shai are you jealous haha*

So we walked walked walked all the way to Raffles City for lunch and then walked walked all the way to the SMU admin building before walk walk walking all the way to Rocher for Jessie's beancurd tarts. Thank god we took a cab back and even then I had to pop a panadol =p

So basically at 215pm we started saying goodbye to all the level 6 people and then followed by level 4. Then Jessie had her review at 3pm so we continued our byebyes after that itself. We started off with level 17 where I had more embarrassing moments damnit. And then level 18 to say goodbye to Jessie's department and beancurd tart eating session with Jing! =]

Then we camwhored with the UBS logo, photos taken by the super farnie security guard haha

Rounding up my very not as sentimental as it was meant to be blogpost, the special people that made my internship that much more meaningful.

My lovely buddies =]

Supervisor =] The one that made this all happen.

Senior manager! The best ever ♥

Ending off on as sentimental a note as I can....I got pretty emotional as I was leaving the office on Friday itself.. I will definitely miss UBS especially the people. Thank you everyone for making my time at UBS such an amazing one =] Hopefully we will have more years to come.

And now its back to school...Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!

Jam Packed Week Ahead!!!

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Monday: meeting with big boss and feeling super unprepared why oh why didnt I do more work last week sigh oh sigh. Then evening will be farewell dinner. (Im glad as hell my presentation is postponed)

Tuesday: Work and then cheer training

Wednesday: Work and then cheer training

Thursday: Work and then cheer training

Friday: Work and then cheer training at the other end of Singapore

Saturday: Cheer training at the other end of Singapore

Sunday: Cheer training at the other end of Singapore

Bottomline: Yes I might not survive this week. If you dont hear from me then yes Im gone bye bye. Non-stop 6-11pm days. Right.

Ending off on a sadder note, I really feel like giving up =[

Phoebe Feehily signing off now ciao!